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Interpreter of Maladies
Dr. Nighat Ara, Psychiatrist
Q: My wife, a Virgo, has been having extra marital affairs with more then three married individuals. During the past two years her habits, language, and each aspect of her character has gone though radical changes. Her ideas towards family ties and her attitude towards her husband and our two children have completely changed. I could not grasp all the situations because I believed that she was with friends and she would never ever do something that antisocial and anti marital. During the two years of these changes she could do all these things because as I continued to remain preoccupied with my shipping business which involved frequent tours.
During the later six months of the two-year term her aggressiveness and wayward thinking and ideology forced me to tag onto her routine outings. I found that she indiscriminately went out of house, only to return home for lunch (sometimes not) as I regularly have lunch at home after picking up our two wards from school. Then, as soon as I left home would she venture out till late hours past evening and would call me from one of her friends' houses so that I could pick her up and return home with her so that others would have the opinion that she was with me. She had some of her dates at our home as well a number of times. It was only a matter of time before she was caught red handed as I started securing information, locating her in different places in different cars with individuals not familiar to me.
The questions and probing did not affect her as she has the ability to counter claims so ardently that even the person complaining gets baffled. She knows how to handle people. Her friends are her accomplices, as they too are in the same boat and float together.
I caught her red-handed along with her paramour. I took the call report of our TNT telephone lines and identified the incoming calls and report for outgoing. Upon thorough checking of her belongings, I could identify a huge amount of gifts and some business cards with telephone and cell numbers matching those of the reports. I did not meet those people but after a severe fight at home she left for her parents house with the two children who (children) returned after a ten days' stay. I managed the children, their food, coaching, school, outing, what not for over two months. Due to the pressure from my two children and of my relatives I am sure you can grasp all that can transpired.
I bit my pride and ego and my feelings and brought her back of course through pleading and negotiations. Upon her return I bought her a showroom/boutique at a posh shopping mall in a posh Dhaka area so that she can keep herself busy. I employed an interior decorator to decorate the entire place and filled the boutique with choice pieces, cosmetics, imitation jewelry, saris and what not. She is a Virgo, and as always since our marriage eighteen years back offers a sort of an MBA (married but available) glow in her face in parties, functions, during stroll in shopping malls, on way to places, what not. Her habits have not gone at despite all that has happened.
I kept reminding her of what the children had undergone. She has very little feelings towards her family and the children, and probably none towards her husband. I take all my meals alone. During the evening hours I am home alone as the children keep themselves busy studying (both top the list in their respective classes).
need help as I can see myself as a PTSD patient. We do not sleep in
the same bedroom and have minimal exchanges with each other and do not
feel like conversing. I remain preoccupied with the thoughts of her
behavior towards us during her tenure as forlorn lover to many. I need
some guidance as to how and what manner I should conduct myself as even
during my regular prayers or when I am free I find myself thinking about
those incriminating things that I underwent and the proof that I dug
out about her friends. These keep coming to me by the hour and I now
have lost considerable amount of business due to reckless handling and
stand to lose more in the coming days. Please assist with your recommendations.
A: I appreciate your courage to share your painful experience in this column. It seems that you are going through a lot in last two years. I understand you are suffering from obsessive rumination along with flashbacks of the past events and are feeling angry being in this situation. The account you have constructed here may not be an accurate one but I believe this is how you perceive it. In fact, during marriage counselling quite often it is found that the husbands and wives construct such different accounts that it becomes difficult to believe that they were in the same marriage. Putting that aside, anger prevents us to create a balanced perspective. Unfortunately, man and woman with two completely different personal standards can make a marriage incompatible. Personal standards are, however, not unbreakable laws and there is no universally accepted rule that dictates a personal standard. My intention is not to minimise your feeling and experience, rather to give you another perspective of this situation. None the less, affair, cheating etc. are barely tolerated in any conventional marriage. It appears to me that your wife's behaviour was beyond your acceptable limit. Nobody can change the past but the impact of past can be changed. The wound you've suffered needs to be healed first to feel better about everything around you. Anger is an important step in the healing process. However, if you don't know how to deal with this anger in a constructive and healthy way, then you'll be stuck at this stage and healing will not happen. Professional counselling and specific therapies are in use in the Western world to overcome this stage. Forgiveness (without forgetting the past) may or may not come at the end of the healing process. Spirituality (through religion and prayers) is also an important healing tool. It seems that reconciliation after third party intervention is not working anymore. Even if your MBA (enjoyed your creativity!) wife stops cheating on you, what else she needs to do to make you feel better? How much change she has to go through just not to trigger you? How much change is humanly possible? How much change is worth of this marriage? How much of these is the result of your inner issues projected on her? All these are relevant questions here.
A radical change in behaviour is sometimes observed in the early stage of Bipolar disorder. Mental illness and marital discord may form a vicious cycle (egg and hen dilemma), primary cause requires to be addressed first. Pathological jealousy, Depressive disorders are other psychiatric conditions that need to be excluded.
Your sleep disturbance and deterioration of performance in other aspects of life (e.g. business) could be a result of chronic stress in the marital life (not PTSD). There are three possible ways of dealing with stress- Improve the relationship (easier said than done!), cut off the relationship (separation or divorce- has its own merits and demerits), play helpless and stay miserable (a potentially self-defeating choice- depression and other stress related diseases may appear). Try to regain control over your life situation before it goes out of hand.
Last but not the least, your children are the worst victim of this stressful home environment. As responsible parents, you must take adequate care that they don't feel unwanted or guilty. Every child deserves a safe home. If there is any risk of violence or abuse (severe fights!), separation or divorce becomes a valid choice. To live without fear is everybody's basic human right.
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~ LS Desk ~
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