Hubby suddenly remembers that it's been long since he's treated
me to a holiday. So he looks at me and says let's go somewhere.
I look down on my big bulge and say, what, now, when the minikid
can tumble out any day? He looks rather dotingly into my eyes
and says, that is why honey. Let's holiday before we turn
into a family of four from a family of three. I know he's
just trying to save up on a fourth ticket, and cash in on
this holiday for the next ten years, but I think it kind-of
makes sense. As if travelling with one child has not been
nightmarish enough, with two it is unthinkable. Images of
soiled diapers piling up in the hotel loo fill my mind, I
look down and ask the minikid if it promises to behave itself.
It kicks back as forcefully it can trapped in there, and I
take it to be a yes. So we decide to have a nice romantic
say let's head for the seas. The Hubby says, seas not safe
these days, let's go to the river front. No, no, we are too
heavy to get carried away by any waves anyway, I say, so sea
it will be; let's do Cochin, great time to visit it now. No,
no, we can't take chances with you like this, he says, let's
do Kuching, can be visited any time of the year. I say, Ching
where? He looks at me with disdainful eyes, pulls out the
most comprehensive atlas prepared ever, ruffles through the
pages, and says, there, that's where Kuching is. I strain
to see this place somewhere in Borneo, but this is the Malaysian
Borneo, he explains, not Indonesia. You will like it, he insists,
I know your preference.
convinced that this is the holiday we've been waiting for,
we pack our bags. The Hubby looks at the tightly packed suitcases
and exclaims, aren't you carrying some spare space with us?
What if you end up buying something? No, no, don't you worry,
I assure him, this time I am not going to shop. And besides,
there won't be anything available in the tribal hinterland.
So what's the point? He looks at me incredulously and says,
wow. Maybe it's the altered proportions of hormones in your
body that's doing this. But just to let you know, the place
we are going to is a modern city. As if you know everything,
I retort teasingly. He flashes his Lonely Planet and smiles,
yes I do. We laugh together, looks like a good start to this
Kuching, at last. I wish I could call it a quaint little town
(I like such places). The mind gets automatically attuned
to a much slower pace of life with plenty of time to soak
in the surroundings. I wish I could call it a metro (and I
like metros too) that forces me to zoom along its frenetic
pace of madness. Your minutes get slotted, each moment gets
assigned some job, and you don't know when time passes you
by. But Kuching tricks me, though in a pleasant way. It has
managed to modernise itself while retaining the enduring charm
of a typical topical sleepy town.
so there are bound to be glitzy malls at such places. And
an equal abundance of the most exquisite and irresistible
tribal handicrafts flooding the traditional bazaars. How stupid
of me! No matter however much I may say, a shop is a shop,
a mall is a mall, and a woman anywhere in the world will remain
a woman. Take the shops away from a place, I am happy. I won't
miss them. But place one even in Paradise and expect me to
go looking for God, tut tut, that's an unconvincing take on
'Ripley's Believe It Or Not'.
look at the dazzling plazas and the local markets next to
the hotel and my head spins. The Hubby casually reminds me
of the tall statements I had made back in Dhaka, and complains
that I've changed since the days when material possessions
didn't move me. Piqued at the bluntness (but also some truth,
may be) of his statement, with tens of tonnes of weight on
my heart, I resolve not to step into any of these this time.
I have to make him take back his words. But that does also
spell the death knell for any happy moment I have during the
rest of my stay there! After which, there's not much else
to do but to be dragged along with The Hubby and the child,
as I sulk. I sulk within, I sulk openly. When The Hubby realises
what's happening, he tries to coax me to visit the malls (and
justifiably so, because my sullen mood does, after all, affect
them all), but no devil can tempt me now that the mind's made
up. I say some unkind words to him, we fight, and that's the
end of any happy moment he has during the rest of the trip.
child takes fancy to two croc statues (about ten minutes away
from the hotel) and decides to bare his heart out to them
three times a day. That done, he wants only his candy flosses
by the dozen, boat rides down the river, tram bus rides, and
trips up and down the hotel elevator that 'speaks', and 'green
man' road crossings at every traffic light in sight. Children,
in unfamiliar surroundings, become unmanageable, as any parent
will know, and annoying as they get, you can't disown them,
can you? On the second day of our stay, he experiments trying
to cross the road when the 'red man' is still there, shoots
across the road, and avoids being squashed only because the
car coming his way is being driven by an elderly gentleman
who has seen enough in his lifetime to trust a hugely pregnant
woman with a fidgety brat at the road side. The formalities
at the doctor's over, the child is made to stay indoors for
the rest of the stay. The end of his happy moments!
our way to the airport on our return journey, I look back
at the big banners floating around the city, "Sarawak.
A place like no other. Come here for the holiday of a lifetime."
The Hubby and I look at each other and burst out laughing.
The first time we've looked at each other with some affection
during the last four days! At least we are able to leave our
differences behind. A pleasant enough 'The End', finally.
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