diary 
            of a 
            food obsessed person
          
DEAREST 
            Diary,
            It is that time of the year again... Shabe-Barat and then... Boom! 
            It is Ramadan. I love everything about that month. Fairy lights everywhere, 
            people scurrying like ants before Iftar, foods galore, shopping after 
            foods galore, shopping after iftar, thinking of ways to avoid muggers 
            and cops with the same gusto. Whew! It takes all my wits to keep up 
            with the frenzy of activities. But you know what caffeine addiction 
            is? I need, I want, can't do without my morning 
            cuppa. Anyway, I have given up hope, thinking there is going to be 
            a revelation of some sort, where a cup of tea was permissible. Anyway, 
            as Shabe-Barat is approaching, I was thinking that this time I am 
            going to be different and instead of giving halua and roti, 
            I will give fancily decorated sweet confections. Yeah, maybe some 
            of my neighbours will say that I have given all these because I 
don't 
            know how to do the deshi stuff, or maybe because I'm too much of a 
            “mem saab", but who cares? Maybe I am a bit of both, 
            but at least I will be interesting. I am sure my neighbours children 
            will enjoy my treats.
            So here goes Diary…..
          Colourful 
            Cup Cakes
            (1) 80g butter 
            (2) 1 ½ cups of sugar
            (3) 2 cups of flour
            (4) 4 eggs
            (5) 1 tbsp of baking powder 
            Butter icing
            (1) 1 80 g butter
            (2) 1 pkt of icing (shifted) sugar
            (3) food colour (optional)
          Cream 
            butter and sugar till light and fluffy. Add beaten eggs gradually 
            and then the flower and baking powder. Pour into cup cake pans and 
            in pre-heated oven bake till 20-25 mins at 180 degrees or till spring 
            to touch.
            After the cakes are cooled put butter icing on top and sprinkle with 
            coloured sugar sprinklers. 
          Fruit 
            Tarts
            For the pastry
            (1) 60 g white flour
            (2) 40 g butter
            (3) 1 egg
            For the filling
            (1) 300 ml milk
            (2) 1 tbsp custard powder
            (3) 1 egg
            (4) 1 tbsp caster sugar
            (5) 2-3 drops of vanilla essence
          For 
            the topping
            1 80 g canned mixed fruit
            Pre heat the oven 15 mins before baking the pastry cases.
            
Sieve the flour into 
            a bowl. Cut the butter into cubes and add to the flour with the egg. 
            Using your hands, work the mixture together to form a pliable, but 
            not sticky dough. Wrap them chill for at least 1 hr. Roll the dough 
            out on a lightly floured surface.
            Take individual tart pans (6x3 in) and line them with pastry dough. 
            Bake without opening the oven door for 12-15 mins at 180 degrees or 
            until pasty is cooked through. Remove from oven and leave until cold.
          To 
            make the filling heat the milk, then add the custard powder, sugar, 
            beaten egg, gently stirring until mixture thickens and coats the back 
            of a wooden spoon. Add essence. Spoon custard into pastry cases. Arrange 
            canned mixed fruit over the custard filling.
            I have topped the tarts with my home made marzipan strawberries. Marzipan 
            recipe another day.
          
My 
            triple chocolate brownies
            125 gm cold butter chopped
            200 gm dark eating chocolate chopped finely 
            165 gm (¾ cup) caster sugar
            2 egg lightly beaten
            1 cup plain flour
            150g white chocolate chopped 
            100g milk chocolate chopped
            Cocoa powder for dusting
          Pre 
            heat oven. Grease pan combine the butter and dark chocolate in a large 
            pan, stir oven low heat, until melted. Remove from heat. Stir in sugar, 
            them the eggs, flour, chopped chocolate. Spread mixture in pan. Bake 
            in a moderate oven at 180 degrees for about 35 mins or until firm 
            to touch. Cool in the pan.
            Cut into squares. Dust with cocoa.
          I 
            will from my personal treasure chest decorate with a dollop of fresh 
            cream and a chocolate.
          
Chhanar 
            Shondesh
            4 pkts of milk vita milk
            sugar -- as per taste
            elachi powder ½ tsp 
            Lemon juice or vinegar
          Bring 
            milk to boil. Then add lemon juice or vinegar till milk curdles. Then 
            strain the milk and leave it in the strainer for at least 2 hours 
            for all the water from the milk to seep away. Then add sugar to the 
            chhana as per taste and mix well with your hands on a dry surface. 
            Add elachi powder. The pat the chhana into a big square. The cut the 
            big square into small squares and put one raisin on top of each square 
            and serve.
          
Finally, 
            a halwa recipe
            (1) ½ kg chana dal
            (2) ½ kg sugar
            (3) 1 cup of ghee
            (4) 3 tbsp of powdered milk.
          Firstly 
            boil the chana dal with water and powdered milk. After the dal in 
            properly boiled and water has evaporated then mash the mixture in 
            a blender. Heat ghee, acted blended dal & fry. Then add sugar 
            and some diluted milk and keep on stirring till it looks done. Then 
            spread it on a tray & leave to cool. After it in properly cooled 
            cut into triangles and serve on a platter. I will be decorating each 
            triangle with silver a gold edible decorative balls and sugar candies 
            in the form of butterflies and teddy bears.
          I 
            can bet one thing diary, what ever happens, at least my tray will 
            look… weird but interesting.
          By 
            Sam Q
            Photo: Zahedul I Khan 
            Special thanks to Sam Q for arranging the photo shoot